My hot 21 year old girlfriend cheated on me because I’m not that great in bed

I’m a 24 year old man and I’m not particularly confident in my looks. I’ve only been in two relationships before and I lost my virginity 20 minute into my first relationship. But I’m fairly confident that I’m not a dirty little beta because I was able to pick up this hot 21 year old girl and date her these last 3 months. I was really hoping that I was able to be in control in this relationship but I was wrong. This girl was 10x hotter than any other girl I’ve been with and I think that I just feel inferior to her. <br><br>She would come over to mine and complain that there’s dust on the picture frames or trash under the sink and tell me to “clean up my honobono”. At first I didn’t mind because I can’t really say no to her and she wasn’t over all the time anyway. And what makes it worse is if I ever tried to refuse her, she would just tell me that she’s “used to taking what she wants” and that I should “just listen to her and do what she says” and she would smile in this annoyingly condescending way that would make me want to strangle her and she would look at me and say “difficult huh?” and I just tell her yes and she would say “good. That’s what bad boys deserve”. That’s what she called me the whole time and I don’t even know why. <br><br>One day she offered to do my laundry for me and I didn’t feel like doing it myself so I gladly accepted. I gave her my laundry bag and she told me that my under wear was “filthy” and that she was going to throw them away for me. I didn’t really care too much about my under wear but my favourite boxer shorts were in there and I really wanted them back. She told me that she had already thrown them away and that I couldn’t have them back no matter what. So I just listened to her and she smiled in that super annoying way again and said that “men need to learn to listen to women” and that I was “such a bad boy for trying to get back something that I didn’t deserve”. I was getting really annoyed at this point but I can’t really do anything about it so I just told her that “you always get what you want huh?” and she told me that I shouldn’t have said that and that I should just be quiet and do what she says. <br><br>Anyway, that’s not really the point. I’m pretty sure that I’ve only been with 3 girls but I’m pretty sure I’m not bad in bed. Well, I’m not that good but I can at least tell that a girl is faking it. When I was with this girl, she would either just sit there statue still without making a single noise or she would moan really loudly and then stop when I stop. It was really confusing to me and I was wondering if she was just really confident in letting me do all the work or if she was just bored of having sex with me and wanted to end it as quickly as possible. And then I found out that she was faking it because she was having sex with her ex and she told him that I wasn’t satisfying her sexually. <br><br>The way I found out was because she accidentally called me by his name and she just laughed it off and told me “oops my bad! Don’t worry about it so much”. But I was really annoyed that she would disrespect me like that and I told her that it was fine and she just moved on like nothing happened. <br><br>The next day she had plans to go to her family’s house to eat dinner and I was told to pick her up around 7 and take her back home around 11. She texted me at 3 and asked if she could come over but I told her that I wasn’t home yet and she said that she was lonely and wanted to see me as soon as possible so I told her that I would be home in an hour since we lived in the same town. I told her 5 but when I walked in the door at 5:15 she was already in my room with her legs up. She told me to come and screw her immediately or else she’d get angry but when I tried to take off her pants she told me that she had to go to the bathroom and that I had to wait. <br><br>I was really annoyed at this point and I told her that she could wait but she literally pushed me into the couch and called me a “bitch” and that I should “listen to what she says because she’s smarter than me” and that “I’m stupid for thinking I’m in control of this relationship”. I’m not gonna lie, at this point I was raging and I really wanted to strangle her but then she walked out the bathroom in a red bra and panties and I just forgot about all that. So I just screwed her on the sofa and it was honestly really lacklustre for me because she just laid there and told me to “stop being so slow”. <br><br>I told her that it wouldn’t be good for her if I got too rough but she told me that “she’s not afraid of a little pain” and that “I should stop being a bitch and just be rough with her” so I told her that I wasn’t going to do it hard like she wanted and she just called me a “bitch that can’t satisfy women” which pissed me off even more. At this point I was pretty much raging and I really wanted to prove myself to her that I could make her feel good. So I told her that I was going to “make her feel really good and teach her a lesson” and she just laughed at me and went on her phone. <br><br>She saw my anger and she just laughed man. I was raging at this point so I just really started going at her and she was moaning like crazy and I really thought that I had won and that I was able to satisfy her but then I came and she told me that she was faking it. Then she got really angry at me because she saw that I was disappointed and she knew that I was mad at her but she told me that it was my fault for not being good enough and that I had no right to be angry at her when I couldn’t even satisfy her in bed. <br><br>I really wanted to strangle her at this point but then I saw that the time was already 7 and I was going to be late picking her up so I told her to get ready and that I wasn’t going to take her to her family’s house. She got really angry at me and told me that I was “such an obedient dog that she can control however she wants” and that she “can’t believe how much fun it is to control men” and that I had to take her because she’s “not a woman that will be controlled by anyone” and that “she knows exactly what she’s doing right now and she knows that if she wanted to she could leave me whenever she wants”. <br><br>So she left to her family’s house, I picked her up again at 11 and she came back to my house and she screwed me again. I held her down and I really went at her this time because I just wanted to prove that I could satisfy her but she just told me that I was starting to get boring and that she was going to break up with me if I couldn’t make her cum soon. I tried my best for the next couple of weeks but no matter what I did, she would just say that she was faking it and that I was boring and couldn’t satisfy her. <br><br>Then I caught her texting her ex and she told me that she was just sharing her sex stories with him and that she was going to break up with me soon because I’m boring. So I broke up with her and now I’m here posting this. That bitch really made me feel inferior and like a little bitch and I could never show my face to her again. But honestly looking back on it, I feel like I was the one that was used.