What would you do if you were a cute 10 year old girl?

I often wonder why I was born the way I was. I want to know what it'd be like to have a life easy for me spiritually, socially, intellectually. I wanna know what it's like for people who were born with all the spiritual gifts, social skills, and intelligence. I wanna know what it's like to have a natural instinct to things. I wanna know what it feels like to be happy being myself. I wanna know what it's like to be confident in everything I do, what it's like to be certain in the decisions I make. I wanna know what it's like to know I'm capable of things.<br><br>I think the best way to know would be to be an average 10 year old girl. As a kid, I would know that I'm a kid so I couldn't do everything I wanted yet, so I wouldn't have that level of knowledge. But I'd have a better idea than I do now. I'm tired of wondering these things. Why can't I be a regular kid? Why can't I be a regular girl? <br><br>One of my favorite descriptions of the afterlife is that when we get to heaven, we find out we've been given a completely new body. But it's not an alien, demon-looking body. It's one that's completely similar to a human's, except for the fact that it's perfect. I wanna know what it's like to be perfect, just for a moment.