The most recent 48 hours of my life

I gotta say this sub really helped me out, and I appreciate that. <br><br> I got a text from my baby mama last night saying “Hi! We are doing great and he’s still our miracle baby! I got a chance to read everything! If you have 5 minutes to talk? I really want to have a better relationship with you and be better at communication! I’d love to hear you out! I feel like I really hurt you and I’m sorry”. <br><br> I quickly hung up and blocked her number with my new number. I was very proud of myself for not caving in and giving in to some form of hope that she’d changed. <br><br> Today was valentines day. I spent my whole day exchanging messages with girls and getting matches. I got a date lined up for tomorrow evening. 5’9 blue eyes long legs red hair. She’s hot. We are going to eat at an Italian restaurant then walk the beach at night. I’m super excited and have been in an amazing mood all day. I bought a new sweater and some hair products and had a very relaxing time getting ready. <br><br> Then another text came in “Hi, I know I hurt you a lot, but I got my phone back! I’ve been wanting to talk to you since our son was born. It’s our son’s birthday today and I remembered what you said about our son being born on Valentine’s Day. And honestly, I’ve been missing you every day since I met you, but I don’t know how to talk to you. I’ve been feeling so bad about myself. Not for cheating, but for hurting you. I know I did something bad, but I love you and I want to work with you and be together”. <br><br> I immediately hung up and blocked that number as well. <br><br> My date tonight is still on for tomorrow. But it’s now a regular date and not a rebound. I’m more interested in getting to know her than I was. <br><br> I’m still in an amazing mood. I feel great. I did the right thing. Thank you MGTOW.