I want to be a gynoid

I want my breasts to be even bigger than they already are, I want to grow even more ass, and I want a waif like waist and more feminine features!!! I’m jealous of the slender attractive female bodies everywhere, I want to be one of them! I want bigger hips and a smaller waist. I don’t care if they are naturally like that or not, I want it and I’m jealous!!! I want to be able to wear dresses and skirts and heels and I want to be able to pull it off!! I’m so jealous of girls I see wearing neck breaking heels and having a small waist and big hips and breasts and butt I want to be like that and I’m jealous of people born female and I want to be a feminine girl with a slender doll like body. I’m so jealous of how sexy and appealing they look to me, even if they aren’t trying to be I want to be able to be an attractive young woman like them I’m jealous of the hot ones and the ugly ones I want to be a woman I just want to be a woman, I want to be feminine and I want to have a female body and be a woman!! I hate how jealous I’ve been, but I’ve been jealous for so long. I don’t care if I have to get plastic surgery, I want to be a woman!!! I want to be a girl. I want to be a girl so bad it hurts not to be one and I’m jealous of the girls and I just want to be a woman I don’t wanna be a man anymore, I want to be a woman I’m jealous of the women and I want to be a woman.