I am a sex worker in my mid 20’s, I have been doing Meth non stop for 9 months, I have also been experimenting with other drugs like Mescaline, K, G, Coke, and LSD. This is my experience so far.
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I don’t recommend Meth to anyone and don’t recommend mixing it with anything, I started dabbling in Meth while working, I was introduced to it by a client who was a regular, he would use it to have sex for longer, and would have more urges to get off multiple times, I’m the type of person who will try anything once, and in my mind I was curious about what the outcomes were. Back then I had a lot of confidence in my self, I did it here and there, but started doing it more frequently, most of the time when I was on calls or working, I really loved how I could do my job without getting tired, and my clients would love the amount of energy I had, every time I was on it I was very energetic, very talkative, and very creative, I would make so much more money than usual, my clients would tell me I was more attractive, and that I had more confidence, and that I was more fun to work with, I would say that the most fun I have ever had in my life was while on meth. It doesn’t last forever, in reality I had guilt, I was overthinking, my mental health got worse, I would have mood swings, and my moods would switch very rapidly, and I would get hungry at times, or would be extremely paranoid, I started to develop a tolerance, and I started to feel sick all the time, extreme headaches, extreme stomach pain, I started to feel hopeless, I was very angry at the world, and I felt like it was against me, it felt like everyone was out to get me, and people were watching me and out to get me, I would feel like everyone was dangerous, I started to feel very lonely and isolated, and would develop extreme depression, I couldn’t sleep, I couldn’t eat, I started to loose weight, I couldn’t orgasm as easier, I started to feel like I need to constantly be high to function, I started to feel hopeless, I felt like I had no more energy, no drive, no hope, I was drained and felt like I was dying, I felt like I was worthless, my clients started to notice, they started to notice how sick I was, how hopeless and sad I was, I started to dread my clients, I felt like I was obligated, like I couldn’t say no, I felt like I had no control over my life, I feel like that most of my hope is gone, and I just want to give up because I don’t see a way out. I honestly do not recommend Meth to anyone, it is a terrible drug, and would make you feel even worse than you already do, I would advice people who are doing Meth to stop, and to get help before it’s gone to far, and for those who are curious to not try it. <br><br>I have recently started to use other drugs like:<br><br>Ketamine - K is a much better drug to be high on than Meth, it’s more fun, and relaxing, I would recommend this drug to anyone, but be careful not to overdue it, too much can be overwhelming, but it’s so much fun, I wished that I would’ve used this drug instead of Meth, but I would be careful.<br><br>Mescaline - I didn’t like Mescaline, the only good part was the visuals, which were very intense, the rest was not that fun, it’s very intense, and doesn’t last that long.<br><br>Cocaine - I didn’t like Coke, it made me feel very irritable, and I was very angry, I would be very talkative and very hyper, but I would be very paranoid, I can’t stand Coke.<br><br>LSD - Very fun drug, I would recommend this drug to anyone, it’s very intense, the visuals are amazing, and it’s very trippy, I love LSD, it’s soothing and relaxing, but you just have to be careful not to overdue it, and to expect the unexpected, be mentally prepared to have a trippy time, I would advice people to be mentally stable and to be in a stable place before taking this drug, it’s very intense, but much better than Meth.<br><br>I’m not sure how long I will be able to go, I don’t recommend Meth to anyone, I feel like I’m gone, and that Meth has taken over my life.
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