I've been a woman for 3 years and I don't like women, I like men, so I'm sad.

My friends and I had a great time the other day. We drank, ate pizza, and then danced in a sex club. I pulled down my pants and a man fingered me while I danced on his lap. He felt my balls and said, "Wow, you have big balls." Then he asked if I was circumcised and I said, "No." He said, "Good." Then he went back to fingering me.<br><br>I felt like a woman. I was very happy. <br><br>Before that, I had spent time with a man who was a gynecologist. He also said that I have a vagina, and he stuck his fingers in it. I was very happy and felt like a woman. <br><br>I was in my car, and a speeding car passed me, so I honked the horn to get it to slow down. A good man shouted at me and said, "Slow down!" My mother said, "Be careful." <br><br>I walked around some stores and felt very uncomfortable. Men were looking at me and I felt like I didn't belong. I was afraid someone would hit on me, but they didn't. The cashiers were all men and they were very nice to me, but the women were not. The women continue to be mean to me. I was very sad when I got home. I don't like being a woman. I don't like it and I don't want to be a woman anymore.