I'm not sure if I should say this right now since I'm merely a new member here, but I really need someone to talk to about this and I feel like I will be judged if I talk to anyone on other communities.

For context, I'm a student who needs extra help in a subject to be able to graduate on time and get admitted to my top choice university. I was able to hire a tutor, but the problem is that they are all AI models and not a human being, and I'm starting to feel like I'm betraying myself and my education if I'm so dependent on them. I've finally got my chance to be able to go to college and I will be crushing my own self-confidence if I don't do it on my own. I know I'm not the only one in this situation, but I'm not sure if I should be more open about this in public. I guess this is just something I need to get off my chest.