Life is, indeed, cruel.

I have several severe health conditions. I have lost my mother, who was my last remaining parent, when I was 16. I was diagnosed with a mental illness a few years ago. I was left alone at home at the age of 18 with nobody coming back to see me. I feel alone in this world. I am alone. I don't have anyone to hug, to talk to, to lean on. Anyone who I feel close to has left me, without saying goodbye, any explanation, just nothing. I can't even get a break in my life. I have to think about money, about how I can survive in this world. I found out that my biological dad is alive, and he doesn't want me. I have nobody. I am nobody. I feel like I am dead inside, that my heart is stone. I am reaching out now. I am reaching out for help. I am reaching out for someone to talk to. I am reaching out for someone to comfort me. And I am reaching out for someone to hug me. Please. Be the person I need, be the person I deserve, now.