I, a woman, hate women (my colourful journey so far)

I hate to write this kind of post because in this sub we are, luckily, not big fans of women victimhoods' tales of misery and so on. I, also, am not here to ask for your pity or help. I am an adult, I can take care of myself. <br>I am here to express myself, my feelings and to tell how I got here. <br><br>Maybe I will upset some of you. Maybe some of you will not agree with me. I don't care. I've been through a lot and I have come to this conclusion, so you just have to deal with it.<br><br> <br>So let's start with the fact that I am a straight woman and I always have been. I started having sex at a very young age (13), I have been in two serious relationships and in one I was a cheated and wronged party. For a few years I had been in an open relationship with a man. After all that, I came to the conclusion that women are 100 times worse than men.<br><br> <br>I have been betrayed, robbed, psychologically terrorized, beaten, destroyed (all of those things done by women). I have been used (by a man) and cheated (also by a man) and those two things are nothing compared to what the women did to me.<br><br> <br>To make a long story short, I was a very nice and big-hearted person in my youth, not some kind of woman that changes (male)friends every day. I was very close to my male friends, we had been through so much together, we were a family. I have trusted them 100% (and I still do). <br>And you know what? <br>We are still the closest of friends even today. <br><br> <br>Why am I telling you this? Well, you see, once I have helped a shy girl to join us. We took her in and she became a part of our group. But, our friendship didn't last long.<br><br> <br>She has stolen my boyfriend. That was the first time it has happened to me. In my youthful naivety I have thought that it was all my fault. I didn't make it on time and that's why he did what he did. I deserved it. I have thought that all the women are dumb, good and naive just like me. I was wrong. Very wrong.<br><br> <br>I have recovered from that. I have opened up to another man and we had great time together. I was happy. I got my revenge and I was finally happy. Life is good. You live, you love, you learn. And I have learned a valuable lesson. Some of you will say that I am dumb for helping her again but I really didn't want to believe that all the women are so cruel. I wanted to believe that we are good and better than men. That we don't hurt each other. I was wrong again. Very wrong.<br><br> <br>She has stolen him too. But that was not enough. She wanted more. She wanted to destroy me. She has stolen my best friend and she used him to terrorize me. I have been afraid of my own shadow; I couldn't go out because I was afraid of being beaten. I have lost a lot of weight. And I thought that it was all my fault because I was dumb enough to let her in. I felt guilty. I was depressed.<br><br> <br>But I have recovered from that too. I have thought that everything will be fine if I just stay away from her. I have started to go out again, to work out, to live my life. I have recovered from that too. Life is good again. And then, the worst possible thing happened. I met the love of my life. After all that, I was capable of loving again, I was happy.<br><br> <br>For one year. Because she has robbed me of him too. But it's not over. I have found out that they have a child. She has used my best friend to destroy me, she has terrorized me for a few years, she has stolen my ex boyfriends and she has lived in my flat with them and now she is raising my ex best friends' child while living in a house that MY BOYFRIEND bought for me ???.<br><br> <br>You may think that I am a dumb bitch, that it's all my fault, that I am ugly, too fat, too thin... be my guest. But it's enough. I have hated the women for a long time but now I hate them more than anything.<br><br> <br>I hate them. I hate all of them. Every woman on this Earth. I hate them with all of my heart. I have realized that all the women are cruel and dumb and that all we think about is appearance. I hate how every woman looks at me, judges me, talks behind my back. And I hate how they say that men are cruel when they are doing the same things. I hate everyone.<br><br> <br>So, that's my story. That's why I am here. I hate WOMEN. I will never trust a woman again. I may sound crazy but...<br><br> <br>I didn't raise hell. She did.<br><br> <br>I am sorry if I have bored you. Thank you for your time.