Today it has been 1 month since my girlfriend kissed and had sex with another man. I confronted her and she dumped me

For the last 6 years I've been faithful to her, despite not getting the same in return, I've been financially supporting her in many ways, I've loved her with my heart, and I've also done my best to make her happy.<br><br>So, I was never perfect, but my mistakes were things that every guy does, and I've always apologized to her when she pointed them out to me. A month ago, I found out that she was cheating on me with a guy I never heard of, and it has been very painful and difficult for me to forgive her. I asked her if she was gonna stop hanging out with him, and she told me she was gonna dump me because I got angry at her for fucking another man, and I wasn't gonna forgive her for that.<br><br>It has been the most painful experience I've ever been through, and it's not over yet. Everyday I wake up and realize what she did, and I feel like shit because I wasted years loving her and taking care of her, and all I got in return was hurt and humiliation.<br><br>It's my first time posting here, and I'm still very hurt, still very angry, still very heartbroken because she left me for the guy she cheated on me with. I'm trying to move on, but it's hard, it's taking me a lot to stop feeling hurt and betrayed.<br><br>I'm not sure how to heal my heart, I'm not sure how to send all these painful emotions away, and stop feeling angry and hurt. Everyday I try to think about it, but I don't know why I'm the one that gets blamed for asking her to stop talking to the guy she cheated with.<br><br>I've spent years trying to be with her, to make her happy, to take care of her, and in the end, all I got was hurt and betrayal, and she dumped me for the guy she cheated on me with. She still hangs out with him, and I know it hurts me to know that she cheated on me, and it still hurts me that she dumped me.<br><br>I don't know how to heal my heart, I don't know how to feel better, I don't know how to move on. I'm still in pain, I'm still trying to figure it out, and I don't know how to handle it. I'm still hurt, I'm still angry, I'm still heartbroken, and I don't know how to feel better.