I miss my old friendships so much

I've been having a really tough time through this pandemic. I have on again off again depression and it's just been really rough lately. I miss the friendships I had back in college, even though they were toxic. At least I had what I thought were friends. My friends back then just wanted to fuck me, but at least I had people who wanted to spend time with me. <br><br>My college town is more than an hour away so I don't get to go on a regular basis. I do go there every so often to relive old times. I can't seem to find friends like that. I'm tired of me and my dog being my main companions and making plans that don't involve my dog never happen. I'm just tired and wish I could go back to how things were. How do I find new friends that are my people?