I hate my life because of my in-laws [TW: self harm, suicidal thoughts mentioned]

I F36 have been married to my husband M39 for 9 years. We have two kids. I love him with all of my heart but I am over my limit with his parents. They are rude, they make fun of my appearance or my cooking or my career or my entire life. They criticize me constantly and compare me to the women in their country, saying I am not good enough. None of them has ever been kind to me, not even once. They have never complimented me or said a nice word about me or to me. This has gone to the point where I am doubting everything I do. I have always been a strong person who takes pride in herself but after years of being criticized I am starting to believe that I am useless.<br><br>They live with us btw since they got kicked out of their home country because they are criminals.<br><br>I am seriously contemplating suicide because I do not see a way out of this situation. It is terrible.