I am the last person to have children in my family.

raising a child is one of the worst experiences a person can have because they are not prepared, they add too many expectations to the fact of being a child, they are guided by the belief that raising children is easy, they compare themselves with others, they think that they will be a good father, the truth is that the daily tragedy of having children, daily pressures, the feeling of responsibility, obligations, is something that haunts you forever because children are not a pleasure, children are not a necessity, children are not an obligation, children are an obsession to add new material to the family tree but they are not aware of the pain they are contributing to, and that is what my mother did, I was born from the womb of a woman who was ignorant of the fact that the world is full of tragedy, I am the last person to have children, I will never have children, the last thing I want to do is add new life to the world when I am barely surviving because children are not a priority, children are not the reason for life, children are not an obligation, children are not a means to happiness, children are the reason for unhappiness, daily pressures, the feeling of tragedy, the belief that the world will get better, it is a lie, the world is an illusion, it is the belief that daily pressures will vanish, it is a daily torture, it means feeling like you are nothing, it is a suicide, a poisoning of the senses, it is a poisoning of the mind with the lie of pleasure, the lie of happiness, the lie of the daily, it is a feeling of nothingness.<br><br>I will never have children.