I hate that this was foisted onto me without a choice

I hate that I was forced into this gender role. Unborn, that I was already expected to want girls to look up to me and find me attractive. I hate that my gender has caused me so many problems socially. I have never wanted to be a man, if I had been given a choice I would have chosen to be a woman. I hate the expectations put on me, I hate not being able to express myself in the same way women can. I hate feeling like I'm mostly here to provide for other people, that I'm disposable. And I hate that I was given no choice.<br><br>Edit: I am not transgender, I do not want to be a woman. I hate being a man, I hate manhood in general.