My doctor insisted on giving me a pregnancy test. He was shocked when it came back negative.

My mom recently dropped me off at the emergency room. She left. When the doctor saw me, he asked if I needed any help, and I said yes. I told him that he didn't have to call CPS, but I really wanted to go home with a social worker because I didn't want to go back to my mom's house. He asked why, and I told him I was scared because I've been having really bad migraines and I was afraid of having a stroke. I told him I was afraid my mom would kill me. He got a really strange look on his face and said, "I'm going to go get some help." He acted like he was going to go get a nurse or something.<br><br>I sat in my hospital room for 2 hours until a random lady with a clipboard burst in and started talking to me really fast. She wasn't wearing a hospital uniform. She didn't have a name tag. She seemed to have a lot of legal-looking papers that she did not let me read. She would not tell me what agency she was from, she would not tell me her name, and she would not tell me what she was doing at the hospital. She told me that she was going to drive me home, and I told her I didn't want to go back to my mom. She told me that I didn't have a choice. At the time, I didn't know how to handle this. I was so stupid. I should have called the hospital staff because something was obviously wrong. My only thought at the time was that she was my only hope out of the hospital. I didn't want to get stuck in the hospital and be forced to go back to my mom's house. I decided my best chance at freedom would be to go with her.<br><br>I didn't know how to handle the situation. So when she asked me if I was pregnant, and the doctor asked me if I was pregnant, I said yes. I thought that if I was pregnant, they would let me stay with a social worker and stay in the hospital. I should have known better. I don't know why I was so stupid. I knew that pregnant people have a hard time getting help and are often locked up. It didn't matter. I thought that if I said I was pregnant, the social worker lady would let me go to a homeless shelter instead of my mom's house. But she didn't care. She didn't act shocked or even surprised. She just said "Oh...well you're going to have a pregnancy test." And she and the doctor left. I was so stupid. I should have known better. I have been to the hospital pregnant before, and they locked me up. They didn't care. I should have known better. I don't know why I was so stupid.<br><br>They came back and took me to the lab and I peed in the cup. I was so stupid. I should have filled the pee bag with water. I didn't know how to handle this. I didn't know what to do. I didn't know how to escape this. Why did I think lying to them was going to help? Why did I think they were going to help me? I was so stupid.<br><br>They took me back to my room and left. I sat for a long time. I finally asked a nurse what was going on and she said they were looking for a bed for me in a psychward. I should have known better. I should have known what was going to happen when I said I was pregnant. I should have known better.<br><br>They finally came back and told me that I was being transported to the psyche ward. I asked if I could call someone. They said no. I wanted to call Cassie. Cassie would come and help me. Cassie would make sure I'm okay. Cassie would help me escape. But I couldn't call Cassie. I wanted to call my dad. I wanted to tell him what was going on. I wanted to tell him that I was being locked up. I was scared. I was scared because they were locking me up against my will. I was scared because I had been locked up before, and I knew how bad it was going to be. I was scared because they locked me up during COVID, and I had no help. I had nothing to protect me. No one to help me.<br><br>They came back and told me to leave with them. I asked if I could call someone. They said no. They grabbed my arms and dragged me out of the hospital. I saw my phone on the tray table. I should have grabbed it. I should have yelled for help. I shouldn't have left. I should have fought. I should have begged. I should have done something. But I didn't. I was so stupid. I didn't know how to handle this. I didn't know what to do. But now I know.<br><br>They dragged me to a cop car and put me in the back seat. They didn't call an ambulance. They didn't call a taxi. They didn't call a transport van. They called a cop car. They locked me in the back seat. They locked me in handcuffs. They told me I couldn't leave and I couldn't escape. They told me they would lock me up. They told me I would never be free.