I just got back from a party

I just got back from a party, and I feel so relieved. Today was the 6th time I’ve been back outside my house in 5 years. My parents made my go for my birthday, and I’m so glad to be back in my house.<br><br> At the party, there were so many women my age, it was pathetic to see them all dressed up. They are all apparently “looking for someone”, but yet they wear very revealing clothing that they have to adjust constantly. The way they were dressed made me feel very uncomfortable because it was like they wanted everyone to look at their chests. Why do they have to dress like that? They made me feel like I was the one in the wrong. Very confusing. <br><br>Also, I couldn’t help but think, that if any one of them had gotten pregnant, the father would’ve been in a world of trouble. Yet, none of them seem to talk about this, and instead talk about how difficult it is to be a woman.<br><br>Why the double standard?<br><br>As soon as I got home, I hopped into the shower to rinse off all the pressures I felt at the party. I’ve never felt this way at a party with only men. I don’t know how anyone can put up with this.<br><br>I think I’m done with society after today, and I don’t ever want to go back out there.