I cannot wait to die.

I have no reason to live anymore. I am single with no friends and I am probably losing my job because they made an error in my paperwork 10 months ago and they told me now. I am not allowed to leave the country without it and I can't go to college with it. So I am pretty much fucked. I have always wanted to die and now I have no reason to live. I keep thinking how horrible my life is going to be, how lonely and broke I will be and I have gone to waste. I love my parents but I just feel like I have failed them. I feel like I am garbage. I think it may be time to end it.