Always wanted to be chosen

Ever since I was a teen I had the feeling that I was the chosen one. I think a lot of people have this feeling at some point in their life. Most people have vivid memories from this time in their life and people often look back to it and think they were going through a mental health crisis. These types of thinking are normal but I have concluded that the feelings I have are very real. As a child and teenager I had the feeling that I had been given a task or mission to complete in this life. I was really good at school and I am very smart. I could learn at a very high level of math and science and I was very well spoken and had a good understanding of the way humans live. A lot of people who went through this experience will tell you that they had visions or dreams of a war or something like that happening and they have the feeling that they will be needed to help people. They often feel alone because they are tasked with a really high level of responsibility. In my case I felt like I had to complete a task that had to be finished in my lifetime or else it would fail before it could begin. I have found that thinking about this way does not make sense because the very idea of something like this couldn't possibly have a specific time frame or deadline attached to it. This is a good example of something not being as real as I once thought. I have learned that it's okay to question if my memories of this experience really happened or if it was just a real hallucination created by my brain. I have learned that I have a lot of control over the types of thoughts I have and that thinking about some things can often get you to feel really bad or good. I have learned how to think about the right things and to let go of things that really aren't real. I have concluded that I am not the chosen one but if you feel like you are the chosen one that is okay. I recommend that you should think about what you have learned and to question the things that really don't make sense.