Is Meal Prep dying? I am kinda sad though

I have been meal prepping for a few years now, and whenever I am on holidays or not bagging a dozen chicken breasts or 10 portions of rice, I feel lost. Is it weird what I am feeling? Can I live without it? I wanna break up, but it is a part of me and I don't know how to end this relationship. By simply stop doing it, I feel a part of me is dying as well. Even my friends and family are worried because they see me dying along with the meal prep.<br><br>What are your thoughts?