unpopular opinion: 4chan aint as fun anymore and I wanna come back instead of lurk

i’ve been on 4chan for almost a decade now. <br><br>i lurk a lot more than i used to but i miss the old times when i made myself easily the centre of attention all the time. <br><br>anyone else feel like this?<br><br>this was the first time i’ve posted in ages, i think the last time i posted anything was in /k/ saying something like “im going to rape my fiancé and get her pregnant” just to cause a mass panic and scaremongering and to get as many (You)s as possible. <br><br>i wanna come back, i wanna keep posting and get more (You)s, but i just dont find it fun anymore and i even think i was just a troll when i first joined, but it was fun…<br><br>so why did i stop posting, and what made me just lurk?