I've had a crush on my brother for a few years.

When we were little, my sister always got really annoyed by him and I always stepped in to defend him. As she got older she calmed down and they both became fairly decent siblings.Most of the time i usually hang out with him than my other siblings. I'm 9 years older than him and I really love him even if he is annoying most of the time. I just found it weird when I around 11/12 that I was more jealous of his girlfriends than my other siblings. I am now 19 and I know I've never loved anyone more than him and I hope we could be together before he grows up and gets married because I really love him.