I don't feel like a male

I watch lots of youtube videos of controversial topics like incel, meninists and stuff and I've seen lots of incels and meninists talking about how today's women are becoming more like men and that we should "man up" and do this do that etc but I just don't feel like I fit that bill. I am insecure, I have lots of mental issues and I don't feel like the "alpha male" that a lot of people talk about. I'm not that strong, I'm not that good at sports, I'm not good with relationships and dates, I'm not good with handling money, I'm just not good at anything. I know I'm not the only one but I don't feel like a man and I don't want to be a man just because I was born with a penis. I can't be picky at this point but I just wanted to write this out and talk about it.<br><br>Edit: I'd like to say I appreciate all the support but I do not want to be a womann either and I know I may be acting like a woman right now.<br><br>Edit2: I also just want to clarify my poor wording, I don't want to be feminine, I don't want to act like a woman, I just don't want to act like a man. Both of those stereotypes are stupid and I just don't want to partake in either.