I finally understood why it's so hard for me to date. It's because I'm 5'5 and have a big nose

Body dysmorphia is a great thing. I'm not even kidding. I lived my last 22 years feeling like I'm an average-looking guy with no flaws. I never ever cared about my height because I'm a bit overweight so my height is not my first obvious feature. I was so lucky. I lived my entire life so happily. I didn't know that I had a big nose because it's not my first obvious feature and people don't see it like that. I have curly hair and a beard that's not too long or too short. I'm a bit overweight but it's easy to fix that. So my height or nose was not a problem ever. It's because of the beard and curly hair. I look like an average guy.<br><br>I feel sad because I didn't realize that the reason I'm having hard time dating is because of my height and big nose. I really thought I'm 5'10 but it's official, I'm 5'5". 167 is my official height. That is nothing. Such a short height for an adult male. I'm over 22 and I'm this short. I will never go back to being in school and I can't grow taller anymore.<br><br>I'm a bit overweight but I didn't know that I have a big nose. It's huge. It's a big hook nose. It's not a regular button nose. Everyone is out of my league because of the height and nose. They won't even look at me. I don't even have to care about the weight. I could lose 20 pounds and I will still be a short nose Asian. It's so hard because it's genetics. I can fix the weight but I will still have this Asian nose and this height. Genetics is a terrible thing. It's like god played a joke on you and that's it. I'm still better off with Asians though. I was really lucky to not to live in a country with mostly white people.<br><br>I'm a short Asian and I have a big nose. I can lose weight but women won't care about me. The height will hurt me everywhere but it will hurt me more in a white country.