Welp I'm never going to have sex.

I finally found a girl interested in me. She was a nice person, and i loved her. I saw her in class one day, and I was smitten. She talked to me, and we clicked. She wanted to be with me! However, i realized that i'm only attracted to porn, not real people. I'm so disappointed. I'll never find love. I'll never have sex. I'm so ugly. If I'm not moldable enough to be attractive, I'll never find anyone I'm attracted to. This is it. I'm alone.<br><br>I wish I would have been castrated at birth. I wish I had never been born. I am nothing more than a disappointment.