My encounter with pure heroin

Giving an NTA while I still feel really high and have a bunch in my hand is just great, but I'm gonna do it anyway<br><br>So here is my story:<br><br>I don't usually do heroin. I have done a tiny bit here and there but it was mixed with xanax and it was cut so I never really felt anything. My friend and I both got it in two separate occasions in the past and it was always funny to us because the dealer was entirely sure he was feeding us pure stuff. I'm pretty sure even then we knew it was cut. It was just funny that he thought he had pure heroin and we were just like "okay sure buddy"<br><br>Anyway I got some on my own recently to try and wasn't happy with how much I paid for it and I was pretty sure it was cut again. I stayed up all night and did it on my own and I was just really horny. I even messaged an ex to see if he was around and I would be happy to go out and get some Motel room action. Of course he didn't have a car and was doing drugs on his own and he really didn't wanna go out. Ultimately I was happy to do my heroin and sleep all on my lonesome anyway. <br><br>It was weird though I don't think I really slept and it was really trippy, I was seeing what looked like a mellow lava lamp through my closed eyelids. Then I would be really hot and sweaty and then really cold and every time I woke up I have no recollection. There was one point where I woke up and I remember there being a light on in the hallway and I felt like it was lighting up my whole room but my roommate was sleeping so it wasn't on really. I told myself it was just the street light out my window. Then I couldn't sleep after that so I would go in the bathroom and wash my face and dry my hair out. Ultimately that was the only thing I got out of it. I was tripping and would get hot and take a cold shower and it would help a little but it always came back. <br><br>So the next day I was talking to a few people about it and my friend was like "uh that's not heroin" and I said "okay sure maybe it was heroin and fentanyl and coke" and he said well maybe the coke was the real thing and the heroin was fake. I just thought it was cut with coke and that was why I was so horny and maybe the coke was just really good so it was making me trippy. <br><br>Fast forward to two days ago and my friend comes to visit me and he wants me to get more heroin. He said he's gonna share it with me but I know he's not gonna share it. I said I wanted more because I wanted to feel high off it for once. He said he would get a lot and I could have a little and he would have a lot. Then he starts to explain to me why it would be coke. He said it's because it's really hard to get heroin right now. Nobody has heroin. They can't get it bc nobody has it so they cut the heroin they do have. I asked what they cut it with and they said a bunch of stuff including coke. He said it's also expensive to get it. So if you're expecting to get a little for a little you're not gonna get it. <br><br>So let me tell you, he got me some and it was a small amount and I paid an arm and a leg for it. And now I'm here and I'm writing because it felt so different. I did it in the afternoon and took a nap and I woke up and I was just tired. No sweat, no hot, no cold, no trippy lights. <br><br>I did some more after that and I was just so tired and it was so relaxing. I went to my friend's house and I was high and I was still really tired. I ate some food and got more energy but the tiredness never left. I was just really happy and chill. So this is what it feels like to be high on heroin. <br><br>I have a bunch left and I'm happy to get on some more. I'm happy to sleep and dream and feel relaxed. And so this is my story about what it feels like to be high on heroin.