I don't get it

I mean I wasn't born like this. I used to be pretty popular in high school. I got a shitton of girls pregnant in high school (only 2 actually gave birth). I was pretty good at art. I had a ton of friends. I had tons of friends. I was crowned prince of the prom. I was going to study animation in college, join a fraternity and work in animation for a while, then study education and teach art in high school. Then I got out of high school and everything just stopped going right. I couldn't get in the college I wanted. My misses began to get fat. My friends moved to different parts of the country. My art began to suck. I tried going to a different college and they didn't give me any financial aid. I didn't want to take out a loan so I gave up. I got a job in a factory earning minimum wage. I'm starting to hate everyone. Everything just seems to be going wrong and it all seems to be centered around me being single and broke. I'm not lonely I'm angry.