Giving birth is not something to be celebrated

I am under no illusion that my post will be widely popular, but I need to get something off my chest. <br><br>The other day I had to look after my boyfriend’s cousin under 15 baby and I was disgusted by how dirty and utterly creepy the whole process was. <br><br>The baby looked like a living corpse and I was questioning the true nature of humanity by the time it was finally delivered. It bothered me so much, I couldn’t bring myself to look at the beautiful baby in front of me without thinking about the environment it was brought into. <br><br>The delivery area was just as bad, it was so procedural and sad, but everyone was on edge with happiness. <br><br>I’m glad I know that I’m not ever going to have kids.