Just killed myself

i couldn’t take it anymore<br><br>I was a loser, and a failure<br><br>was gonna kill myself when I turned 18, but I couldn’t wait another 3 years<br><br>I didn’t deserve to be alive<br><br>I couldn’t get a girlfriend, couldn’t even get a job. I’m nothing but a loser and a burden to society<br><br>I thought things would get better, but they only got worse<br><br>i didn’t want to end it like this, but I had no other choice. Wish I had been born the chosen one<br><br>I hope there’s an afterlife, at least then I’ll have a chance