i’m not even 15 yet and i already know i’m not gonna have kids, and now my future husband has to “think about it”?

i’m 14 and currently in a long distance relationship with a guy who’s 17 now, we were in the same school and have been friends since we were 12, he confessed to me when he was 14 and i said yes. he was an amazing guy and he would tell me about where he wanted to take me when we’re allowed to travel, where he wants to live and stuff since i was only 13, he made me feel so in love with him and even though i’m not really allowed to be in a relationship as my parents aren’t the most understanding, we’re still together and my parents know but aren’t a big fan of it. <br><br>recently we got to talking about the future, and i told him that i didn’t want to have any kids and he said that he wanted 2. i was honestly shocked. i asked him why and he said that he didn’t know and that i should think about it too. i’m fucking 14, why do i need to think about it? i already know that i’m not having kids, and even if i were to have some, i would want them in my 30s but no, he said i should think about it? it made me so angry but he also said that we shouldn’t talk about it at this age and it’s not a big deal, but it was such a big deal to me. <br><br>i’m wondering what should i do? is there a way i can make him see my perspective? or should i just end it and move on? i don’t really want to end it though, i’m just so confused on what to do..