I am a meth addict who sells Meth. How can I get off?

My update is gonna be under this as a new post. <br><br>I am 38 years old and have been addicted to meth for six years. I also sell meth. It isn't very hard to get clean from Meth, but I just can't seem to get off it. I get so high that I end up forgetting I am trying to quit, and then I relapse. I have tried to get off it a few times, but I just can't seem to get passed day 2-3. <br><br>I have a daughter that I think about all the time, and I know that I have to get clean for her. I just don't know how to do it. <br><br>This is so hard for me to say. I have never admitted that I'm in the lifestyle that I'm in, so it is scary for me to admit. <br><br>I know that I need to just do it, but I have so many excuses in my head and it's a terrible feeling in my stomach that I just can't seem to get past. <br><br>Has anyone ever had bad stomach pains from quitting Meth? Or nausea? I feel like I'm dying when I'm coming off it. <br><br>I know that I need to stop. I'm tired of looking at myself in the mirror and seeing someone I'm not. <br><br>I have been doing Meth for 10 years, but have only been addicted for six years. I have been to a detox and then a treatment center, and I did great for two years, but then... here I am again. <br><br>I got 7 years in prison and I did all of it. I was released out of prison and I knew that I was gonna have it again. It's hard when you become a criminal when you start using Meth. You know you're gonna go to jail. I'm not a criminal. I just happen to be a criminal because of the drug I'm addicted to. <br><br>I want to feel normal again. I want to go back to being the person I used to be. <br><br>I don't know who to talk to or how to get off this stuff. <br><br>Please give me any advice that you have on how to get clean. It's so hard when you're in it and can't see a way out. <br><br>I know that I'm not alone in this. I have so many people in my life that love me, and I see that now. I just know I have to talk to somebody. <br><br>I'm just so done with this life. I just know I have to talk to somebody. <br><br>I'm just so done with this life. I'm tired. I'm tired of being myself. I'm tired of my life. I'm tired of this stuff. I just can't do it anymore. <br><br>I am tired of this life and I know I have to stop. <br><br>I know that I have to get out of the lifestyle. I just don't know how to do it. <br><br>I need to stop. I am tired of this life. I'm done. <br><br>I want to feel safe and protected again. <br><br>I just want to see if anyone else has been through this. I know that I'm not alone in this fight, but it feels like I am because I'm so scared to talk to anyone about it. I know I have to do this; I just not sure how. <br><br>I want to get clean. I need to get clean. I'm tired of being addicted to meth. I'm tired of this whole lifestyle. <br><br>I am so weak right now and I don't know where to go.