The worst part is not the loneliness, but how to deal with it

How to deal with the fact that your life has no value and making friends is impossible because you're too ugly...<br><br>I get drunk, high or go to the gym to fill the loneliness, but it is not enough.<br><br>I don't know what to do, I'm hating my life, I don't have any way to make it better, I already gave up on trying to be happy.<br><br>&#x200B;<br><br>&#x200B;<br><br>I hate this damned society that crushes you inside because you're ugly, I hate that if you're ugly, no one cares if you live or if you die...<br><br>I just fucking hate people.<br><br>&#x200B;<br><br>&#x200B;<br><br>I also hate how long it's taking me to die, I'm already going through my thirties, I don't want to live in a nursing home, I don't even want to live to 60.<br><br>&#x200B;<br><br>&#x200B;<br><br>I'm tired of crying.<br><br>&#x200B;<br><br>&#x200B;<br><br>I'm tired of living in a society that is cruel and stinky.<br><br>&#x200B;<br><br>&#x200B;<br><br>I hate my life and my ugly face.