I wanted to try DMT but now im not so sure

I first heard about DMT and decided I wanted to try it because of all the amazing and strange stories I heard. People talking about aliens and alternate dimensions and other crazy stuff. I was mostly curious as to what was going on in the trip because I don't understand what it would feel like to see things that werent there.<br><br>Tonight I read a lot about what real life trips are like and I think im not invigorated to try it anymore... <br><br>The stories I read had a lot of things like 'I wanted to vomit', 'my vision went blurry', 'my head started spinning'.. stuff like that, which didnt sound very fun. Also a lot of people just blacked out, or saw nothing... which are the two results I wouldnt want. blackout is just like taking too much alcohol and seeing nothing just makes me feel like I wasted my time.<br><br>Is there anything that I should try to make the trip go better? I dont want to just 'feel funny' Id rather see stuff that I cant explain and maybe feel my body being lifted up or something of the sort.<br><br>If anyone has any tips or recommended starting doses I'd appreciate it. I've never even seen the drug and dont know of anyone who has it so I may have to wait a while anyways.