Why dont you guys ever say anything real? Like what are you trying to do?

I don't understand it as a woman, as a black and trans woman too. I'm sure I'm not the first black trans woman to comment on this, but I feel like I'm the first in a long while. Why do you say such horrific things? How do you know if you are telling the truth or not if you just say random things? I don't understand. I'm not mad at the venom spewed my way, but why? What is the reason for it. What does it even do? I'm sure you have lives outside of this and I'm sure many of you won't answer this. I want to know why you think the way you do, what drives someone to such hate. Even if you think I'm lesser or sub-human, why would you spend your time being so hateful and hurtful? What does it get you? I don't want to think of you as bad people or monsters or anything like that, I want to know why you do this.<br><br>EDIT: I'm on mobile and the spam is insane. This was a genuine question, I don't know why I would get downvoted. I want to know why, not to start an argument.<br><br>EDIT2: Okay I get it. You think I should kill myself, thanks. You're not clever and you're not funny. You are sad and scary, and I hope you get the psychological help you need.