i came to this sub bc i was feeling lower than my wife, and it only made me feel worse

i thought if i came to this website, that i could get some resources on how to improve myself. I’m a 35 year old, 5’7, almost 240 pound man who is happily married. But i still feel lower than my wife, and i dont know how to improve myself. She’s 5’6, 110 pounds, beautiful hair and eyes, and it angers me that i cant be the attractive one for once. I dont even know why i’m here. Im probably just going to delete this post bc the comments will be too mean to handle anyway.