i haven't stopped crying all day.

i got evicted a couple days ago, and the thought of being homeless again is causing me so much anxiety.<br><br>when i was a kid, my family was so well off. my dad made like 400k one year, we had a huge house, went on vacations often, had a great time with family and friends...<br><br>my dad got really sick, almost died, and is now in a massive amount of debt. he lost his job, and my family is barely scraping by.<br><br>my mom left him, and my dad is heartbroken. he thinks he's going to be homeless soon and he's trying to save money for my siblings and i.<br><br>i recently lost my dad, one of my best friends, and my dog. everything is just too much right now.<br><br>i'm crying writing this post. my chest is tightening. i can't stop shaking.<br><br>i just want to go home. <br><br>i want to leave.<br><br>i don't know what to do.<br><br>my dad is all i have left. he's in such poor shape. i'm all he has and vice versa. <br><br>i want to be home so bad. i miss my home, my dog, my friends, my ex bf... my grandpa who i love so much is like a father to me and i can't see him now.<br><br>i'm already done with so much shit today and the stress is killing me.<br><br>i can't stop crying and everything is just falling apart.