My highlight of 2020 so far

This year was so fucking miserable for me. My job sucks, I'm lonely, I can't see my family, and have almost no social life. The only positive thing was when I was in a gas station and I saw this adorable chubby lady, with red hair, tiny nose, and bright blue eyes. She was sweaty and dirty but still wore a really bright smile. She was wearing a dress but she also had her black coat on. Her hair was kind of a mess and she smelled a little. My heart melted and I wanted to hug her so badly. But shit, I just stood there, alone, with my head down, afraid to make contact. <br><br>I was so goddamn pathetic.