I Lured a Homeless Woman to My House and Had Sex With Her Against Her Will

I wasn't always such aPiece of shit, it just sort of happened one day. It was one of the lowest points in my life and I was in desperate need of money. I was barely able to keep a roof over my head and I still went out of my way to do drugs every day.<br><br>I was on Craigslist one day looking for a job when I saw a post from some guy saying he wanted to have sex with a homeless woman. He was offering $300 for it. That was a lot for me at the time. <br><br>I remember thinking that it was crazy that there were women out there on the streets right now who were willing to have sex with a guy for nothing more than a fix, just to get enough food to eat for the day. I had a hard time wrapping my head around it due to the fact that I had never been that far gone before, but I had literally seen it happen time and time again before. <br><br>My idea was to post in the same area offering double what he was offering in the hopes of attracting a homeless woman. The only stipulation was that the woman had to be homeless. I felt if I could get a homeless woman to come to my house I could easily talk her out of the money once she was there. <br><br>I really had no concern for the woman that would be showing up at my door or what it would do to her. I just wanted the money so I could buy drugs. It was raining that day and I was surprised when a woman showed up at my door soaked. <br><br>She was in her mid-twenties and looked like she had been on the streets for a long time. She was dirty and smelled like shit. I let her in and immediately knew that this woman was not stable enough for me to take advantage of in the way that I was thinking. <br><br>She wasn't as cold as I thought she would be after being soaked in the rain. I asked her what she was doing out there in the rain at nearly midnight and she told me that she hadn't been inside in over two years. <br><br>When I offered her a shower she nearly cried. I gave her a towel and she went in the bathroom. I heard the shower turn on and she started crying. The water was hot and it must have felt amazing to her since she hadn't had a warm shower in so long. Honestly at that point I felt like a total piece of shit for trying to fuck this woman over for my own personal gain. <br><br>I sat on the couch in the living room for a while thinking to myself that there was no way I was going to go through with this. She eventually came out of the shower and thanked me for allowing her to use it. <br><br>I offered her a sandwich and she started to cry again. By this point I was starting to feel extremely uncomfortable. She sat on the couch next to me and I started to tell her about myself and my situation. <br><br>She listened attentively and once I finished she said she understood and thanked me for being honest. I sat there for a minute and then offered to let her stay the night. I went in my room and shut the door. <br><br>I think she was shocked that I didn't make her leave. I felt bad for even thinking about taking advantage of her and I didn't want to even be in the same room as her at that point. I had never felt like such a piece of shit. <br><br>The next morning I woke up to her in my bed next to me. I don't know how she got there, but she was naked when I woke up. I was drunk so I don't even remember going to bed. The first thing I remember is her riding on top of me. <br><br>I'm not going to lie, she was good in bed, but I'm also a man who has never said no to sex. I didn't stop her, but at that point I didn't even care about the money anymore. <br><br>It may make me an asshole that I let her go through with it thinking that she was getting paid, but I didn't care. I had already made myself feel like shit over the whole situation. <br><br>It went on for several hours and in the end she thought she had earned her money. I didn't have the heart to tell her the truth and I really didn't care to see her reaction when I did. <br><br>I gave her $200 and told her to be safe out there. She thanked me and left. As soon as she was out the door I felt a huge wave of guilt wash over me. I didn't know how to handle it. <br><br>The woman I had just taken advantage of had been through so much in her life and here I was, a guy with a home and a job who was taking advantage of someone less fortunate than me. <br><br>I have no idea why she didn't notice anything was off about the whole situation, but part of me feels bad because I think she may have been mentally unstable. <br><br>I eventually went on with my day like nothing had happened and I didn't think about it again until now. <br><br>That was years ago and that woman is still on my mind.