Why is it so hard to get motivated if I know I’m going to have an amazing life if I’m motivated?

It seems like having very poor motivation is a mental illness in itself. If I could summon motivation at will I would have suceeded in so many areas of my life. This is so annoying because deep down I know I have the capacity to do anything. I’m intelligent and have passion.<br><br>I have read books, watched videos and talked to people. Nothing seems to work. It’s as if I was born with some sort of motivation disorder.