I’ve been a WMAF. I hate myself.

I’ve been in an LTR with an Asian man for over a year. I’m complete trash. I hate myself so much and feel so guilty thinking back to all the things I’ve done. I’m ashamed to be having sex with him, to be going out in public with him, to be introducing him to my friends and family.<br><br>I don’t think I’ll ever be able to forgive myself for dating him and I know there’s no hope for redemption. I’m moving out of the state and will be cutting all ties with him and anyone who knows us as a couple. I’m going to be alone forever with no friends or family and I deserve it.<br><br>What do I do off in my new city? I feel like I have to isolate my shame forever