I lost my debit card 11 hours ago

A little over 11 hours ago, I was at the grocery store in my neighborhood. I pulled out my debit card to pay, and it didn't come out of my wallet. It's totally gone. I got home, I went through my wallet, I searched my car, I searched my house, and it's gone. I called the type of card I have, and they have to wait until tomorrow to send a new card for me to get at the UPS store. I called the UPS store, and they said it will take at least 2-3 days for it to arrive. I will likely not have money until maybe Monday, if I have enough money in my PayPal to get through the weekend.<br><br>I called a friend, and she has agreed to let me borrow $400 for the weekend. She doesn't want any interest, and she is fine if I don't pay it back until I get my new card. I offered to have my mom send my half of the money, just in case I don't get my card back on Monday. She told me not to worry about it, and she would rather have me have something than not. She said she would rather have me have food, and she said she doesn't want me to go hungry, and she can handle $400 for the weekend. I was so touched by this. I've been very open with all of my friends about my addiction to Adderall. I have been sober for almost 10 months now, and things have been going really well for me. She knows I've been doing really well. I told her I was going to get a drink tomorrow night, and she seemed to be okay with that. I don't know if I would do it, but she didn't seem to care. <br><br>I have been thinking about Adderall so much. I have been doing so well, and I want to continue to make my progress. I am grateful I am not in a position where I would go out, and I am glad I am at home. I don't have the money to go out, and I have too much to lose if I were to go out and get Adderall. I am going to have to go to my regular meeting tomorrow night, but I don't want to go (I have been feeling this way for the past week or two). I do know I will go, and I will go on Sunday night. I am a bit worried about Sunday night, and I know I will go anyway. I am going to have money from my friend tomorrow, and I know I won't get any Adderall. I know I will be able to get Adderall on Sunday, if I were to want it. It's not my plan, but I know it is an option. I am really glad I have my friend, and I am really glad I have a sponsor. I am going to ask my friend if she wants to go to breakfast on Sunday after my meeting, so I can stay busy. I know this will help me, and I know it is a great plan.<br><br>I just kind of wanted to talk about this, because I am really happy about it. I'm a little stressed, but this is just a little thing to me. I know this is nothing to a lot of people, but I think this is really amazing, and I am so grateful to have someone like this in my life.