Mgtow is hard

I’m not trying to be a pussy here , I know a lot of you guys have been in the game longer than me, have been through a lot and you all in my eyes are brothers . I’m not looking for sympathy or feel sorry for me attitude I’m just saying how it is. <br><br>I’m 19 and I’ve seen some crap in my life , I’ve been through a lot and have come to the realisation that all I can rely on is myself. I’ve been back to mgtow for about 1-2 years now I guess. I used to go to the gym a lot when I first started out . I go to study and I have a pretty good time . But what I’m trying to say is that all guys who are just starting out don’t give up , it’s going to be hard it’s going to suck and it’s going to hurt a lot but always know in your heart that you can’t give up it’s not worth it . I’m happy where I am except for when I think about women and how all they do is suck the life out of you and drain and abuse you and then discard you like you’re trash. That thought and knowing I have no one always keeps me up at night and I can’t sleep and I feel so alone and it’s hard. But try to keep pushing through it, try to keep yourself occupied and happy, and even though it’s hard always remember that it’s even worse for the people in the blue pill.