My favorite sex experience was when my wife went blind and deaf

My wife (34F) and I (34M) have been together 8 years and married for 5. We’ve always had a great sex life but recently her condition started to wreak havoc on her brain and spinal cord and she went blind, deaf, and eventually lost control of her whole body. Her condition was so bad that her whole left side of her body started to just rot away on the inside and she was in extreme pain. She couldn’t walk, stand, or sit. She was so bad that she had to be spoon fed and her parents had to bathe her. We couldn’t even take her outside for a walk like we used to. We had to start having her sleep on the floor because she was so delicate and would break bones and dislocate joints if you moved wrong. She couldn’t even feed herself. <br><br>I was so fucking worried about losing her to her condition and I loved her so much and I didn’t know how much time I had left with her and I just wanted that moment. She couldn’t consent but she couldn’t say no. She was so fragile and in so much pain that even if I just touched her wrong it would make her scream in pain. I was just so worried and I wanted that moment with her before she died. <br><br>One night I was sitting on the bed and I was thinking about her and I was like “fuck it” and I had sex with her. She was in extreme pain and I could hear her screaming. My heart was racing and I was so excited and she was calling for her mom. I was like “your mom isn’t here and I can do what I want” and that moment when I was done and I got off of her and she was crying and calling for her parents broke my heart. And I loved every second of it. It was like nothing else mattered and she was mine, nothing else mattered, and I could do whatever I wanted to do to her and hurt her as bad as I wanted to hurt her and no one could say anything. <br><br>This is the only time I’ve done it and I don’t plan on doing it again but damn near nothing compares to the feeling I had.