I spent 4 years hoarding cats, now I'm paying for it

I was born in London but have been living in a province of Turkey to be closer to my mom. I moved here when I was in high school. I've been here for 23 years. I hoarded cats for the last 4 years. I now have 23 cats. <br><br>The reason I hoarded is because I loved those little fuckers and I didn't want them to suffer on the streets. I started with 3 cats, as time passed I began to take in the stray cats. Then I bought a cat from a a guy who was selling them in a bad condition. He didn't feed them, kept them in a cage and didn't even provide them with water. I took the entire litter and the mom. <br><br>I live in a 3 bedroom house with a garden. The cats are happy, the house is clean (I have a maid once a week). But I'm sick of this, I want to live in a modern city with opportunities. I was born in London, I have a British passport, I speak English and Turkish fluently. I have a job offer in London but they don't allow animals, I can only bring 2 cats. <br><br>I need to rehome 21 cats and I don't know where to a start. It's painfully heartbreaking to even think about. I've been crying for days. I can only keep 2 cats with me. I cry because I think about abandoning them but I also want to improve my life. I feel guilty as I have become too attached to them. <br><br>I need advice on how I can rehome them and where I can start. I don't know what to do. <br><br>As I've said, the cats are happy and healthy. They are well-fed, the house is clean and big enough but I just don't know how I can take all my cats with me. I've been thinking about opening a cat cafe but I don't want to be a slave to this. I want to enjoy my life and make a better future for myself.