I just want to talk about how much I hate 4chan.

I just want to talk about how much I hate 4chan. I am not going to use this as a way to make a pity post or a way to get a proof of girlfriend or whatever. I just want to talk about how much I hate the culture of this place and how much it has fucked up my life.<br><br>I have been coming to this site for almost 5 years, from reading the comments on /b/ to browsing the boards. I even spent a bit of time on /qa/. I thought all the people talking about how much they hated /b/tards were just joshing until I realized that it was 100% true.<br><br>I am a 20 year old man. I am 5 foot 6 inches, I am around 130 pounds, I have long black hair, I am mexican, I have a small nose ring, I have a bunch of piercings, I am not in shape. These are just a few of the things I notice when I am on /b/. Anyways, I am not here to make a pity post or get a proof of girlfriend or whatever. I am here to explain how this website has fucked up my life.<br><br>Reading the comments on this website have made me feel miserable about everything. Everytime I see myself in a mirror, I dont like what I see. I see a fat, ugly, short piece of shit staring back at me. I think of cutting my hair and going to the gym. I have thought about cutting my hair for 2 years now, I dont do it. I have thought about going to the gym since I was 16 (I am now 20). I dont go. I find this website to be so miserable. People hate everyone who is not a white male 6 footer. I am not a tall, in shape, white male with short hair and no piercings, so I am worthless.<br><br>I hate this website. I hate how it makes me feel. I hate how i see myself. I hate that I dont love how I look. I hate that I am mexican. I hate that I am short. I hate my hair. I hate my piercings. I hate my weight. I hate my eyes. I hate my skin. I hate my teeth. I hate my nose. I hate this website. I hate the part of myself that makes me want to continue to visit this place.<br><br>I am going to delete my bookmarks of this website. I am going to try to avoid this place. I will not succeed. I will be back. I just hope that one day I am strong enough to make it past a day without visiting this website.<br><br>I hate this website.<br><br>Edit: I notice a lot of people in the comments are telling me to kill myself. I am not going to do that, but thank you for the sentiment. I will be deleting this account and never coming back to this website again. Have a great day.<br><br>EDIT: i think its really funny that people are talking shit in the comments, dont you love being such a tough guy on the internet. jesus christ yall are fucking losers.