I've been 170lbs for the last year but was a cheeto puff 4 years ago

I was 280lbs 4 years ago. I'm only 5'7 so I was basically a cheeto puff. <br><br>That was me in my lowest moment. I had no motivation to be better mentally or physically. In high school, i was 150lbs but when sophomore year of college hit me, I really let myself go. I was miserable and fat. <br><br>I got really lucky when I found a hot gf at 280lbs that was only 125lbs but she tore my heart into a million little pieces. I learned that chicks are "kinda" attracted to kindness (I was really sweet to her). But what REALLY matters is what your face and body look like. To this day, I still think about what it would be like to get back with her but in reality, I don't even really want to. I don't even think I'd touch her anymore and I'm definitely not spending my money on her. She cheeted, I gained 8lbs after the breakup, and I was moving on mentally. I dropped to 170lbs after 2 years and I've remained that ever since. To really think about how fat I was 4 years ago is depressing. I thought I really was happy but was a cheeto puff. <br><br>I could never go back to the fat ugly days.