I am lonely because of my choice

I am 29. I have been living in Paris for 5 years, even though, my family lives in small town in Ukraine. I am a software engineer. I have a lot of friends in Paris. I always hang out with them, go on trips. I am active in my Ukrainian community in Paris, I have a lot of Ukrainian friends here.<br><br>But I am lonely. Because the people I am surrounded with do not speak my native language. I always have to think before saying a phrase. I always have to think whether I should translate it word by word or should I try to say it in another way. I do not like this. I want to live in Ukraine, I want to be surrounded by Ukrainians. And I am going to move to Kyiv in half a year (my company agreed on a remote work).<br><br>Sorry, I wrote this for some reason.