I think I’ll be alone forever

I don’t have that many social interactions with people in my day to day life so I’m pretty much alone on a daily basis, and this has been the case for years. <br><br>I don’t have anyone to talk to, and I don’t even have anyone I can reach out to, and vice versa. I have 0 friends, and this is also the case for the last 20 years of my life. I don’t have any regular interactions with others, and I don’t have anyone to hang out with. I’ve only had a handful of relationships in my life, and I don’t have any type of social circle to rely on, and I don’t have any social support for emotional challenges.<br><br>I don’t have a loving family so I don’t have them to lean on for support of any kind so I’m pretty much alone in life. I’m not sure if I would be better off mentally if I had social connections in my life, but I’m not sure if that would help me with my deep rooted emotional issues of loneliness. I think that I don’t have many social encounters because I have low emotional intelligence so this probably makes me seem like an awkward weirdo to people that meet me. <br><br>I I wish I could change this but I don’t know what to do.