I am going to cry or scream tonight

I have NEVER been more attracted to a woman. She was so beautiful when she woke up this morning. She is so beautiful right now. No matter what occasion we go to, she is the only woman I see. She gets prettier to me every day.<br><br>I want to spend the rest of my life by her side. I want to wake up to her every single day for the next fifty years. She is my dream woman, and I am so stressful right now.<br><br>I don’t know how to tell her how I feel. I have loved her for so long, and I don’t want to scare her by telling her how I feel. She is the most beautiful woman in the world, and I am this... overweight, hairy-jawed, ugly guy. What if she laughs at me? What if she stops seeing me?<br><br>So I will probably bring her some surprise late night food, and maybe she will see it in my eyes. Maybe she can take the hint, and maybe we will have our first kiss tonight.<br><br>I would be so much happier if I could just talk to her, but I am a coward.<br><br>I wish I could tell her everything. I just want to make her happy, and be happy with her.