Thank you childfree community for making me feel better about not being able to carry a baby with my husband.

I'm so close to tears right now. My husband and I have been trying for 4 years, things took a dark turn today. <br><br>I'm about to be 30 years old and I've had endometriosis for over 20 years, I've had so many surgeries and my body has never healed with them. Today I found out lots of my organs are fused to my uterus and ovaries and the only thing that would work would be a surrogate. <br><br>I'm sad because I love my husband with all of my heart and we both want kids so bad. I know with a surrogate we will get there but I've always wanted to be able to carry my own babies.<br><br>I just love being here, thank you!