My husband has been sober for 2 years and I still resent him

As the title says our son is 2 years old. He was born with a drug addiction, had to be in Neo-Natal for 6 weeks to detox.<br><br>It was the hardest time of my life. My husband was doing Narcotics Anonymous but had gotten himself a sponsor who apparently told him that taking Kratom to get off the narcotics was fine.<br><br>He was high on Kratom through our sons birth and was absent for most of it. I was so angry at the time and still am to be honest that I couldn’t even look him in the eye.<br><br>I’ve tried to forgive him but I resent him so much. He has been sober for 2 years, one of the best Dads in the world and has gone back to school.<br><br>I love him but don’t know how to move past this. Any advice?